”Will show some concern for your mother? she is still your mother for crying out loud, ” I snap staring at her to feel remorse but it will be like expecting the dog to change into a cat.

”The woman hates me, she even told me she wishes she had aborted me when she realized she was pregnant with me, she also said she wishes she had closed her legs tight instead of pushing out a good for nothing like me. All I desired was a mothers love Anne but she…she.. never mind so Im sorry if I don feel bad for her in fact she deserves it and she is not my mother, ” she said sadly and quickly wipes the tears that were forming in her eyes and that threaten to fall.

I know how emotional she is but acts all strong as if she didn need anyone, perhaps Im the only person that understands that side of her maybe thats why we become good friends.

I can only understand her, my own mother abandoning me too, and even when I say I don care about hurts each time I see a mother being affectionate towards her child, I use to ask myself where I went wrong and why couldn my own mother love me.

I was hushed the whole time as we drove back to the apartment and that is why I can judge Eliz. she dropped me off and left to fix her hair, I on the other hand need to get some rest, I wouldn say I like the way Im feeling if only I could have a sound sleep without all those nightmares.

And as usual, I was awake by the same nightmare that has been tormenting my life. I ended up walking around the apartment doing this and that till it was morning. Eliz didn return back to our apartment. I suppose she is still in shock and being in the apartment will remind her of what had happened.

I grab my towel and stormed to the bathroom to take a shower, as I was brushing my teeth I notice something strange that I thought I was hallucinating. I drop the brush out of shock and lean forward to have a closer look in the mirror. I splash water on my face just in case I was dreaming or perhaps sleeping while walking but it felt so real.

”Anne, are you in the bathroom? hurry I want to take a shower too, forget it. I will just join you since we are both running late, ” I heard Elizs voice coming from the bedroom as my heart jumps back and forth in my chest.

She can see me like this, what the hell is happening to me? ”Errr… ”

”What is everything okay? ” she asked, as I try to look for an excuse to stop her from coming inside. ”Nothing Eliz, Im almost done I will be out soon, ” I said in an unsteady voice. ”Alright then, chill, ” she whispered as her movement cease. I let out a deep relief sigh and stare at my own reflection in the mirror with horror written all over my face.

Unable to fathom what was happening to me made it more terrifying.

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