VESSEL

Whats going on?

Why can I see?

Come to think of it, I can even feel my body.

This feeling of emptiness is indescribably weird. Its making me feel really itchy; however, I am unable to locate the source of the itch. No wonder, since I am unable to find my own body. Is this what a coma feels like?

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Only by forgetting the itchy feeling does it go away. Thats what I hope at least.

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It is impossible to forget THE ITCH in this land of NOTHING. Only by forgetting and ignoring can I forget. I know but I can . Why me?

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WHY IS THERE NOTHING BUT THIS ITCH. WHAT DID I DO WRONG? HAVE I SINNED AND THIS IS MY PUNISHMENT???

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At times, I feel like the space around me has moved, almost as if it twisted.

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Welp, it seems like Im dead. Just gonna do my thing in this empty space. Although I seem to still possess the memories of my former life.

I can remember what the warm sun rays feel like.

I can remember the sound of birds.

I can remember the taste of a burger. But I can picture any humans. I know what they should look like with 2 legs, 2 arms, a @#%$#, and a head. Why can I picture anything to that description? My gut feeling tells me that I used to be a human, but Im just not that certain anymore. Should I trust my gut, if I don have a gut? Whose gut is this? Was I ever even ”alive ”? Are these memories mine?

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Come to think of it, I am unable to picture cats. Whats going on… I HATE CATS. IT HURTS SO BAD.

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Not just cats but mammals.

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Wow… I have an unbelievably huge amount of information in my brain, but its all useless if I can apply it. Why can I just forget it? This useless info creates an empty void that messes with my mind. Knowing less would help me rest. My soul can handle this; its being torn apart, piece by piece. Why is this continuing? In how many pieces can a soul be split? The soul becomes exponentially smaller with each split. Even the great evil wizard could only achieve 7 and he had to sacrifice his nose and hair. Am I an even greater evil wizard lord?

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Is this a rare form of amnesia? Did I just forget my 6 senses?

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Time has lost all meaning. The itch has evolved into a feeling of being devoured. Am I trapped and being consumed? What kind of trap would be able to cause such a thing? A trap card? An illusion formation? One created by God himself? Now thats just unbelievable. More like Satan created this just to torture me. I wish I could just eat him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate hi