VESSEL

m. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate …? Who do I hate? Why do I hate him? I hate myself?

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Im still uncertain if I just can see or if everything is just one bland color that just appears to be nothing as my senses have already adjusted to it. However, everything is becoming fuzzy, almost disconnected and shattered. How can nothing feel shattered and incomplete? Is something changing? I can smell dangerous tables growing in the distance.

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I seem to have started hearing things a while back. I decided to name him Jelly.

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Jelly seems to be growing louder. Hes starting to beat away at my soul. I would have long ripped off my ears if I had any.

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Jelly you
e the best. What a brilliant idea to stop THE ITCH with pain. This blindingly bright pain. It feels so relaxing and soothing. My soul feels fulfilled.

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Roses are red,

Violets are blue,

MINE ARE ALL DEAD BECAUSE THEY WOULDNT LISTEN TO MY ORDERS.

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WE ARE ONE,

WE ARE STRONG,

WE ARE UNITED,

TOGETHER WE LIVE,

TOGETHER WE DIE,

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but I don want to die

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Do I want to die?

huh..

Can I even die?

Would I just end up back here if I did?

Death would be too easy an answer. I wish I could meet Death. He seems pretty chill but smells really bad. How I do I do the do without the do?

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Everything is moving so fast, Im being hit from every direction. I can SEE the @#[email protected]%. Its coming to save me. I AM ALIVE. I AM FREE.

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Im not crazy. I promise Jelly, I would never hurt you no matter what happens. But will I in the future? I don know. Ill kill them all. How could they. That was mine. But they took it. I will avenge you Jelly. I won let a single one go. Why should I care?

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Why is this happening?

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Why can I just die?

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What is pain?

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Why me?

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Who am I?